Church Experiences of Partners of Sex Addicts

by Donna Meredith Dixon

As part of the launch of Christian Sex Addiction Specialists International (C-SASI), long-time BB community member Donna Meredith Dixon wrote this blog post. Please share this with any church leader who could benefit.


Walking into the sanctuary, Susi’s pulse soared, and her throat constricted. Scanning the rows ahead, she quickly moved toward an empty one, her husband trailing behind. Settling in, she tucked her phone into her pocket, then retrieved it.

Anything to look busy, appear normal.

“Whatever normal is,” she muttered as the worship team walked onto the platform. Folding and unfolding her clenched hands, Susi swallowed. Hard. A quick, sideways glance confirmed what she already knew.

“Hijacked brain,” she whispered to no one but Him who hears our slightest whimper.

“Not again.”

“Yes, of course… always.”

“At least… wherever pretty ones are: here, at the store, in the restaurant… or…”

“On his laptop. Phone.”

Fighting the urge to flee, Susi gulped back tears as the pastor prayed and the worship team began singing.

Once again Susi endured a church service, trying to remember to breathe, feeling isolated. Something was different this time, though. She came to a decision. “I won’t keep doing this to myself. I won’t be coming back.”

Removing barriers

ADOH Partner Peer Facilitator training exists because partners of sexual addicts experience a number of barriers to moving forward in their healing, including:

  • Limited understanding about sexual addiction as well as its impact on partners
  • Limited emotional and spiritual empathy from those previously relied upon for support
  • Limited finances along with an increased need for practical assistance
  • Limited access to partner-sensitive therapeutic/pastoral care providers

Responses from a survey of the ADOH peer facilitator community (excerpts below) support anecdotal comments heard from women across the Christian community.

  1. After discovery or disclosure did you turn to your church for support

    Yes: 80.95% No: 19.05%

  2. Did the pastor/minister or church leader demonstrate a basic understanding of sexual addiction/compulsive sexual behaviors?

    Yes: 21.05% No: 76.95%

  3. Did the pastor/minister or church leader inform you of appropriate resources in your community or elsewhere?

    Yes: 10.53% No: 89.47%

  4. Does attending your local church help you feel emotionally and spiritually safe?

    Yes: 42.06 No: 57.14%

Please read those responses again. Eighty percent turned to their church for support. Yet, 77% said their pastor/leader did not have a basic understanding of sexual addiction. And, according to question three responses, less than 11 percent could suggest helpful resources.

Sadly, although fictitious, 'Susi’s'' choice isn't surprising. Feeling invisible, misunderstood and alone many women simply leave the church. A recent email promoting a DVD/study guide series for men may help us understand why.

The Battle of Their Lives

"The latest statistics on pornography show that your church members may have a dirty little secret that is not so little. Chances are, on any given Sunday morning, 68% of men attending church will be struggling with pornography. The church is currently ill-equipped to deal with this epidemic. Only 7% of Pastors say that they have a program at their church to help those struggling with pornography. Are you at one of the 93% of churches that do not have a program for men? The ­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­­____________can help your church overcome the devastating effects of pornography and lead your men to victory.”

Those statistics came from a joint JoshMcDowell/Barna survey released in 2016. The quote describing the discrepancy between leadership awareness (93%) in contrast to the percentage of programs offered (7%) is troubling, right?

Another troubling statistic? If 68% of men sitting in church struggle with pornography with only minimum programs, what is available for women in the church?

How might the church come alongside partners?

Start by recognizing partners already attend your church. And like Susi, they feel usafe, invisible. Listen to their stories. Seek ways your community can walk alongside them, becoming more than just a safe place, but a people who collectively help reduce the barriers.

And watch for and equip women who are already moving ahead in their recovery. They exude passion for becoming wounded healers.

Helpers. A well-known quote from Fred Rogers (from the Mister Rogers Neighborhood television series) can point the way. “When I was a boy and I would see scary things in the news, my mother would say to me, ‘Look for the helpers. You will always find people who are helping."

The discovery of a husband's sex addiction is very scary. Yet stories I hear from partners doing the hard work of recovery, often through support groups, not only demonstrates resilience but the value of informed, equipped facilitators.

Equipping the church

C-SASI offers training and certification on sex addiction and partner trauma counselling to pastors and lay church leaders. It also works with Donna and A Door of Hope to provide training for those who want to facilitate peer support groups for wives of sex addicts (training for facilitators of men's groups coming next year).

Please consider becoming a source of help and hope for those impacted by porn and sex addiction.

Source: https://www.lifeisahead.com


As a certified life coach and peer-facilitator trainer, Donna Meredith Dixon began training women using her workbook, A Door of Hope Peer Facilitator Training: Helping Women Heal After Sexual Betrayal in 2015. Taking a trauma-informed approach, the workbook and training combine the multidimensional partner trauma model and biblically based principles with the highest peer-facilitator training standards.

Donna is also a certified pastoral sex addiction specialist (IACSAS/C-SASI) and has served on the board of IACSAS/C-SASI since 2014.