She's Not the Enemy: Part 2

Today we continue with Jeff Hutchinson's excellent article aimed at SA husbands that he started for us last week.

More Truth

In the book Your Sexually Addicted Spouse, Barbra Stephens and Marsha Means provided the sex addiction community with a new model for understanding betrayal. Dr. Stephens proposed that the symptoms experienced by the partners of sex addicts are identical to PTSD. It’s very easy to look at the partner of a sex addict and instantly dismiss her as angry, controlling, cold, withholding, unforgiving, critical, woman pent on making everyone miserable. Let me tell you what I see. I see women who have had their entire universe turned upside down by the actions of a man she trusted with her heart. The women I see have been blindsided and have been abandoned not only by their husbands but by family, friends, the church, and by therapists. Her reality has been twisted to such an extent by lies and deceptions every addict uses to hide the addiction that she literally feels crazy.

About PTSD

I use a lot of analogies to try to explain to guys the effects of trauma on the spouse so they can understand and stop interpreting her reaction to a trigger as a personal attack. Since I spent a good majority of my life in the U.S. Army, twenty-one years to be exact, I was able to develop an understanding of PTSD. I was around it regularly, through soldiers returning from combat, so I came to understand the characteristics. Since then I’ve done my best to educate myself further on the subject and have found correlations between what I witnessed in soldiers and the research that has been done on partners of sex addicts.

An analogy that I often use is that of a soldier who has returned from combat and is walking down the street with their spouse (both of them on the same side) when a vehicle backfires. In an instant the soldier takes cover. It’s not a choice, it’s not a cognitive thought, it’s a reaction to what is perceived as an eminent threat to his or her safety. No one in our society would question why if they knew the circumstances behind it. Friends and family refrain from judgment because they understand that’s what this person needs to do in the moment to feel safe. They don’t lecture about the do’s and don’ts of how to react to a trigger, they don’t list a bunch of facts as to why the person shouldn’t be on the ground, and only an ass would walk up to them and say, “Can you get up and stop playing the victim.” And yet that’s what we do to partners who react to triggers out of a sense of danger. I ask guys to think about how many times they might have done this to their spouse.

For my ADD brethren I skip to the point and tell them:

“Your wife is not your enemy. Your perception has been skewed. Your inability to see this results in you feeling attacked. Here is the truth once again. She is not personally attacking you because she wants to get even. She does not want to stay with you just to torture you every waking moment going forward. She’s incredibly hurt beyond your comprehension and she’s in a place of trauma. Your attempts to shut your wife down when she is triggered will not work. The more you lie, minimize, gaslight, the more trauma you inflict.”

Now usually at this point they’re thinking, “Jeff, I’m not equipped to deal with this.” To this I say, “You’re right. Your wife isn’t equipped to deal with it either. She needs your help. You, the person who took a vow to stand by her, need to put on some waders and go out into the emotional cesspit she’s downing in.”

Knight in Shining Armor

I’m upfront with the guys that this is not going to be a pleasurable experience. But, I say that if she has made the decision to stay or is on the fence, even if she’s filed for divorce, I believe he owes it to her to get in there and help.

Personally, my whole life I dreamed of being the hero, the white knight who rides in to rescue the princess. My recovery was my chance. Likewise, it’s every sex addict’s chance to be the hero… it just doesn’t look quite the way any of us envisioned. First off, fairytales have a villain to blame for the woes of the princess. In our reality we only have our actions (addictive behaviors) to blame. Guys who are not in a place to see this are going to ride in to “rescue” her, only to fight themselves.

Secondly, the “rescue” part is going to be less about any one heroic action or trying to “fix her” and more about listening and validating how she feels. I’ll say that again, the addict in recovery needs to validate how his wife is feeling. He needs to stop focusing on whether she has all the facts straight or if what she’s saying makes sense to him. His greatest weapons on this quest will be patience, empathy, and humility. In our couples work we do a lot of roleplay and I try to model what showing these qualities should look like.

However, almost every guy believes his wife is different and that this technique will never work to help her regain a sense of safety when triggered. I hear all kinds of tales about how vindictive, mean, controlling, blah, blah, blah… his wife is. It’s pretty much everything the real enemy wants them to think. Usually they will end that sentence or even preference it with, “I understand it’s because of my actions, but..”

Tell them to stop there. If they understand the reason, then they need to stop making this more difficult than it already is. What they need to hear is, “Love your wife the way you want to be loved. Cover her. Accept ownership of your behaviors by saying something like ‘You’re right, I did that. I’m so sorry. What can I do that might help right now?’ If she asks a question answer it honestly. Remember that the measure you give is the measure you will receive and half measures avail us nothing.”

In meetings I hear the phrase, “progress, not perfection” being thrown around quite a bit. That’s all good as long as it’s being applied to the addict. However, I see very little grace extended to the spouse, even in the therapeutic community. Sometimes I wonder if what we are really saying with is, “The addict can make progress, but you, the partner, needs to be perfect.”

We need to help guys understand that more than anything, their wife wants to be loved and feel safe again. What they do right now matters. My final advice to the addict is:

“Choose to love your wife unconditionally and relentlessly. Choose to surrender your need to feel right. Declare war on the enemy and don’t allow him to deceive you. Don’t allow him to destroy your marriage. Above all, choose to believe in God’s truth. He has a plan for you and that plan is good!

Jeff Hutchinson is a professional Life Coach and Certified Pastoral Sexual Addiction Specialist. Jeff has been married since 1999 to an amazing woman full of beauty, strength, and grace. He is a father to two wonderful children, an adult son and teenaged daughter. Jeff is retired from the U.S. Army after over twenty years of service. Jeff's story is a testament to the power of Christ to release a person from the bondages of addiction. He coaches men who struggle with pornography and other sexually compulsive behavior to find sexual purity in their lives, their marriages, and in their minds.

This is another excellent rendition of last week's song: Brother.

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Lisa Taylor

Lisa is a PSA trauma survivor, counselor and award-winning author living with her kids & recovering husband in New Zealand. She runs groups and sees international clients via Naked Truth Recovery.


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